{"product_id":"take-my-head-i-d-rather-be-dead","title":"Take My Head I’d Rather Be Dead","description":"\u003cp\u003e Searching for a reason not to feel a way. depression sure knows how to kill a day. Wondering if I’ll ever really smile again— trauma got me feeling like a child again. Lost and confused partially abused had to get used to the feeling of feeling used. Take my head I done put everything I killed on the table. Im the whole reason it’s a meal on the table. All my dues paid I’m grateful for what I gave I guess I’ll get my flowers on my grave. \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp data-start=\"36\" data-end=\"130\"\u003eIn the quiet rooms of my mind\u003cbr data-start=\"65\" data-end=\"68\"\u003ethe walls glow warm\u003cbr data-start=\"87\" data-end=\"90\"\u003ebut nothing inside them feels like home.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp data-start=\"132\" data-end=\"224\"\u003eMy head sits heavy\u003cbr data-start=\"150\" data-end=\"153\"\u003elike something I wish I could set down\u003cbr data-start=\"191\" data-end=\"194\"\u003eon a table and walk away from.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp data-start=\"226\" data-end=\"304\"\u003eStill—\u003cbr data-start=\"232\" data-end=\"235\"\u003efrom the place where the weight gathers\u003cbr data-start=\"274\" data-end=\"277\"\u003esmall flowers keep growing.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp data-start=\"306\" data-end=\"434\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\"\u003eDelicate, stubborn things\u003cbr data-start=\"331\" data-end=\"334\"\u003epushing through the sadness\u003cbr data-start=\"361\" data-end=\"364\"\u003eas if the body remembers\u003cbr data-start=\"388\" data-end=\"391\"\u003ehow to bloom\u003cbr data-start=\"403\" data-end=\"406\"\u003eeven when the mind does not.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"PaintsbyCaitt","offers":[{"title":"12 x 16 inches","offer_id":43087493562435,"sku":null,"price":235.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0595\/6576\/8771\/files\/564904B8-6682-4971-9C7F-1E7310AC53E1.jpg?v=1774625638","url":"https:\/\/paintsbycaitt.com\/products\/take-my-head-i-d-rather-be-dead","provider":"PaintsbyCaitt","version":"1.0","type":"link"}