Hi yall just wanted to share a little bit about myself & where I draw my art from.
I have always found My soul is impatient with itself. Its restlessness keeps growing and is forever the same. Everything interests me, but nothing holds me. I move in the same familiar directions over and over again but don't really seem to mind because i discover new unimaginable things in that familiarity. Like art. "Maybe my soul comes from better worlds and I have an incurable homesickness for the stars." I've always thought I was all the universes in one body and maybe I am. Maybe We all are. But than i think how tragic would that be. To be everything..
I try not to think about it to much I just count my days and hope I get so high I loose track. It hasn't happened yet.
Today is(was) my 9,200 day alive and I chose today to create a space for my space. Or better yet today chose me. I find myself standing completely still and feeling life come to me and I think that is exactly how I always envisioned my life and my art. Everything I want, I already have. Everything I aspire to become I already am. And I will only find it when it comes to me. Even with this thinking that carries me throughout most of my life there is also another side where...
I also constantly feel like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again.
Like I woke up to early even though I had been asleep longer than I will ever be alive.
This feeling is what I like to paint and other feelings similar to that. You'll see..or maybe even better you will see something different and I will step into your world while creating mine. I hope you all enjoy my lil page full of my creations.
I think forreal this time, Its for me, This life. And to all the doors that closed on me; I'm coming back to buy the building.
